| Friday, June 20th, 2003 |
| 4:56 pm |
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I know its not like me to accually use my live journal... but in case they read this (and I have no other way of contacing them) do Gavin or Lindsay need a ride to hip hop in the morning ? let me know ! |
| Saturday, June 29th, 2002 |
| 9:41 am |
I smart
look I finally managed to change my picture !!! yeah Me !!! |
| Friday, May 3rd, 2002 |
| 8:41 am |
| You are Megavolt!You're incredibly powerful; unfortunately, your brain is more than a little fried. You would have a lot more potential for evil if you spent more time terrorizing the neighborhood and less time chatting with your light bulb friends. Take the Darkwing Duck Villain Quiz by contessina_2000@yahoo.com! |
I cant even be a bad guy right !!! =( |
| Monday, December 31st, 2001 |
| 8:36 am |
Finnaly I have 2 mins to put down my 2 bitsabout christmas !!! It was fun !!! I spent christmas eve at bex house !!! twas fun !!! I like her family better !! then off to the grandparents for a sleepover.....I got to the heat before I weent to bed...and after they did so it didnt get bad untill the next morning !!! the parade from disney land was good as usuall but there was way to much of regis and his blond side kick talking through it !!! santa clause loves me !!! we re (my family that is ) going to Disneyland this feb. it ll be fun...not as much as with percussion...but fun none the less....and he brought me a dvd player!!! yeah !!! beck got me the most awesome pic...its a collage she made of all my friends and important events we ve attended !!! its great !!! she coulndt think of anything more perfect !!! and matt again in his thinking cap...got me gift certificates to craig x indore rock climbing !!! sweet !!! even I wouldnt of thought of it !!! I love my friends....anyhoo....I gotts to go to work....blarg !!! new years tonight !!! yeha !!! and I know this is poorly written Im in a hurry and I dont care...do not spell check it !!! the typos are many !!! Current Mood:  content |
| Thursday, November 29th, 2001 |
| 11:32 pm |
Here we go again !!!
yet another insight into the strange mind of meaghan !!! Im am in a strange mood...have been for a few days now... but its stariting to get to me !! (dumb screen cant keep up woth my typing...thats saying alot) I dont know why...its a combination of being confused and frusterated with myself...and being worried about so many of my friends....but not knowing how I can help them or even if I can at all...with in most situations I prolly cant !!! some of them Im sure are frusterated with me casue they think I dont care...which is not true at all.....its exactly the opposite.... but Im so bad at explaining myself or talking about anything that I only ever end up making things worse !! I love my friends so much and I wouldnt last 5 mins without them....I need to figure out what to say or do to make stuff better or if theres nothing I can do then how can I take away some of the pain I know they re going through !! my general solution of laughing everything off just isnt cutting it anymore !!! Im only making myself sick worrying about them !! .... truthfully I dont think I ve ever cried myself to sleep more times in my life than I have this week !!! .......then I have my family pressuring me to know exactly what I want to do for the rest of my life....but thats a storey for later as I am in need of sleep .... I only wish I could tell them that they re in my prayers adn have that mean as much to them as it does to me !!! Current Mood:  depressedCurrent Music: the noise the fridge makes |
| Tuesday, October 16th, 2001 |
| 7:54 pm |
me is slightly bored and hyper and tired all at once !!! wierd really !!! bex0r is off flirting with her mikey poo !!! which is totally cool and all cause I prolly do the same in front of her way too often... but ya ... lalalala....Im better now !!!! my head hurts !!! wa wa wa !! I cant wait till adult percussion starts !!! bex is trying to lick me now and grope me too !!! ahh !!! kill me now !!! I hate this keyboard !!! well....gonna go play with action mn now...he ll entertain me !!!! hehehe bu bye !!! Current Mood:  silly |
| Wednesday, October 3rd, 2001 |
| 8:32 pm |
Work......
I hate Stupid People !!!!!!!!! my hand is cut !!! stupid box cutter !!!! my brother stepped on a nail and his foot bled everywhere !!! ewww !!! Im going to bed soon !!! =p Current Mood:  groggyCurrent Music: my brother babling about eating a catus |
| Sunday, September 30th, 2001 |
| 8:06 pm |
pr0n=DISGUSTING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOOD GRIEF !!!! Current Mood: tired |
| 9:18 am |
I can not read minds. Current Music: Tarzan |
| Saturday, September 29th, 2001 |
| 9:32 am |
I have to work today and Im freezing cold and tired !!! I dont want to go....oh well I cant complain to much theyre giving me money !!! my hand hurts I stabed myself with a box cutter the other day !!!! is it wrong to worry about your friends when you see them drinking ?? even if it is just a little bit !!!! hmmm..... mcdonalds was fun last night !!! matt bex andher parents and I all went !!! wooo the stupid interact machine was being a bastard....it was bris fault !!! the cup game is fun !!! but more difficult after matt tried to break our cups !!! Playzone is the best !!! I should try to get bex and matt to come with us one day !!! we d have fuN !!! Tay is such a cute kid !!! I need to find out where I can get a not to expensive but still good snare drum for him for his birthday !!! hes to good for the toy ones !!! at the music store yesterday he sat down at the practise kit they had set up !! he was just flying witht the stickss and dancing away ...when he thought no one was watching !!! it was great !!! anyways..... IOm just babaling !!! I gots to geet ready for work !!! bu bye !!! Current Mood:  blankCurrent Music: tv in the background that sarah is watching !! |
| Friday, September 21st, 2001 |
| 6:04 pm |
wooooooo !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Becks gonna be working with me !!!!!!!!!! this is gonna making working soooo much more fun !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this rocks !!!!!!!! I wish I could see dueys face when she finds out !!!!!!!!!! Current Mood:  bouncy |
| Sunday, September 9th, 2001 |
| 11:15 am |
swimming is fun at 11 at night when your already dead tired !!!! we should do that more offten !!! I slept way to late !!! good grief !!!!! now I have too much energy !!! =p Current Mood: bouncyCurrent Music: the cosby show !!! |
| Saturday, September 8th, 2001 |
| 9:36 am |
Good morning !!!
hi everyone that will read this ..... aka maybe beck and matt if Im lucky......I havent written in here in sooo long.....oh well I think its my self concience keeping me out of trouble for looking bad for not being able to write good !!! hehe anyway sorry to anyone Ive been bitchy at in the last little while....Im trying to get used to/get over this tired thing......I work 11-7 today then have to go to feast....but then I have sun mon off ..... except for the babysitting hell of course !!! yesterday I washed all the windows in their fricken lake front all glass house....inside and out...then washed some more fricken walls !!! whatever complaining wont make it better !!! percussion in gonna be fun this year !!! I cant wait to start getting everything going....although I havent heard from duey yet...maybe beck has !!! I havent seen my friends in a while to accually do anything with them when im not falling over tired.....I ll have to fix that !!! I miss you guys !!! anyhow...Im just ranting now and I need to go get ready for work and stuff !!! see ya later !!! Current Mood:  blahCurrent Music: my cat meowing at me cause she misses my other cat |
| Monday, August 13th, 2001 |
| 10:19 am |
woo I ve done it again !!! I have the best thing in the world ... a very bestest friend who I can count on for anything !! I love her to bits and would never want to do anything to mess that up !!! yet I still manage to take her for granted sometimes and do stupid little thing like not call when I say I will one too many times !!! its the little things that add up and hurt people more that I see sometimes and I need my ass kicked for it !!! there is nothing that is good enough to say that will make it better...now matter how much I try !! there is no excuse..except for I am dumb !!! I would love to be able to say Im sorry and make it all better but it just doesnt work that way !!! I can only pray that she can find a way to forgive me for the shit I ve dished out ....its not fair and she doesnt deserve it !!! and I dont deserve a friend like her.....but it scares the hell out of me to think of what I would do without her !!! I hope to god she ll give me another shot at her trust....not that I have given a reason.... the only thing I can say is that I wish I were better with words and talking to people about how I feel sometimes !! then she would know exactly what is going on in my brain !!! something which even I am unclear about sometimes....if I could give her something right now that would make her the happiest person in the world I would .... hopefully some day I ll figure that out !!! Current Mood: cryingCurrent Music: none...my computer is too wussy to do 2 things at once |
| Friday, August 10th, 2001 |
| 8:40 pm |
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| Tuesday, August 7th, 2001 |
| 9:07 pm |
Woo... My family is funny !!!
I always love get togethers of any osrt with my family !!! wooo and this time it was only my mum and I and my grandparents and lizzy !!! it started off with the normal grumblings of grandparents and then lizzy caught sight of the cute waiter....then things got interesting...as they were hitting on wach other with my mum and I throughing in helpful comments at the approiate moments and my grandma talked really loud about what we were doing and who we were watching....then the waiter saw the collage and started telliung us about how hes majoring in geography...and started asking liz about africa....so she told what he asked and made up where she didnt know....which was more than he did so it was ok then we all started speaking french (kind of ) ....yeah it was just amusing !!! then he bought our deserts because he was sorry for asking all these questions !!! hehehe ...unfortunatly through that we found out that the cheesecake reminded him of his wedding..and was really yummy...too bad lizzy !!! hehehe Current Mood: bouncyCurrent Music: something by LFN |
| 10:02 am |
stupid #%&@ spider
My back hurts !!! I had to sleep on the stupid ouch thanks to the monster mutant spider the size of a soccer ball in my room last night !!!! it almost trapped me in ...it got between me and the door then I managed to scare it just under the lip in front of my tv....still to close to really pass by it to the door but I managed !!! then I got woken up at 630 when my mum got up to go to work.....but I went back to sleep...still on the couch though.....the worst part is the spider is still there somewhere.... I sent my mum down to hunt and kill it this morning but she couldn't find it...which means its hiding in there waiting to kill me and eat my face !!!!!! therefor I am tired...my back hurts and I can't go in my room until I have solid proof that its gone !!!! Current Mood:  distressedCurrent Music: The soundtrack from the Indiana Jones ride in Disneyland |
| Thursday, August 2nd, 2001 |
| 8:42 am |
woooo job interview at seeing is believing this morning !!!! yeah !!! I hope it goes well !!! I want my tummy to feel better !!! it is a bit not not 100%.....anyhow.....whats complaining gonna do !!! ??? I want to go to australia !!!! we have to stop there on our world percussion tour !!! how does the World Beat tour sound ?? my mind is wandering agaqin what else is new !!! what should I wear to a job interview !!! I have nothing nice !!! stupid girls clothing if I was a guy I could wear a nice sweater and cords or something but noooo dfjhjdlaeuh......Im better now !!! Im bored !!!! I need new music in here !!! stupid brother and his stupid medling passwords !!!! rant rant rant bitch bitch bitch !!! lalalalalalalalalalala ....ok me done now !!!! Current Mood:  restlessCurrent Music: 3 doors down...kryptonite |
| Monday, July 30th, 2001 |
| 10:20 am |
tis my first entry so Im really just checking things out !! you ll get used to my insane ramblings soon as none of them will really make any sence to any one..... hehhe last night was fun !!! I should listen to bec more offten... even if it does mean putting personal saftey aside for a moment and being strange spontanious teenagers !!! anyhow...I we could have taken them if need be....so it was ok !!! I cant believe we did that....going up and into the appartment of two really nice...yet really gay compleate strangers !!!! they turned out to be nice people ..... a little on the increadibly strange and somewhat creepy side....but my character judgment says they were good people !!! they could manage intelligent conversation !!!about.....music...movies...depoche mode....drunk americans....fruit leather clothing etc etc et !!!Moral of the story....listen to Beck more offten !!!.... oh dear....anyhow....now its time to get ready to bombarde victoria with my resume....a pointless indevour....but its a start !!! Current Mood:  amusedCurrent Music: the annoying sound of the printer going forever !!!! |
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